Married to Ozzy Osbourne

 Since I'm just putting all my thoughts down this morning, this is one of them. Every time Scott wakes up and tries to speak today he sounds exactly like Ozzy Osbourne. He's so heavily sedated that he cannot comprehend what's going on and he cannot clearly communicate, though he tries until he falls asleep mid sentence. 

It's funny to a point. But it's more scary. This isn't my husband. My husband is in there, but is he still fighting? I can't tell. 


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